So I am taking a bit of a break from the barn....Lucky has been dripping milk for two hours and then laid down and went to sleep. (Don't worry....Viki is watching over her at this very moment)
Life isn't ALWAYS about the barn, but in my world...being with the horses...means I am away from the reality of the rest of the world. I think God messed up my egg and sperm...I was supposed to be a horse :)
Oh Sigh....I love my two legged kids so very much...and I get so angry at them at times. I forget that being a kid...means screwing up and being a bit selfish. I am so hurt by their words sometimes...or their lack of ambition to accomplish even small tasks. I just don't understand the difficulty in filling the water buckets to the top! I don't understand why it takes 50 minutes to put up three fence boards while I have a baby in the barn that got into something itchy and needs a bath....and at the same moment...I just see beautiful children who have grown up with compassion and knowledge of life that many other kids do not have. Life...living...then death....they get it. Maybe on an animal level, but they understand that life is a circle. Now maybe I just need to "get it"!
Going back to the barn to sit with Viki and stare at milk dripping LOL!
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